You said that will but then you don't so I'm gonna take this step alone.

Music- This step alone.

I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP NOW.

I don't know what to do, My life's in a mess.

And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home.

MESSEDUP, FUCKEDUP LIFE.
Even thinking of the happiest thing doesn't cheer me up anymore...

The higher you aim, the harder you fall.

English was, hardhardhardhardhard.
WTF CAN FAIL ALR.
+ I was seriously thinking of you throughout half of the exam.
and i was like staring at you.

Chinese paper tmr :D. Aiming for a B4 this time..
Hard but it's possible k ! :D
Off to study aft I completed this post (:

Study session w/ usuals tmr :D.
We're so going to help each other scoreeeee !!!

Got burnt this morning as you walked pass.
I really don't mind if it's my punishment. But I know, that ain't enough.
It hurts so much now, & yeah, a scar.
Not even 1% of the pain in my heart, not even 1% deep as the cut made by you.
Punish me with whatever you want. I just want you back.
I just haven got over you, & I think, I won't.

When my love for you was blind, I couldn't make you see it. That I loved you more than you'll ever know.

FIVE MORE FIVE MORE DAYS.

Sec4s, Endure okaaaaaaaay.

TWENTYNINE more weeks & we get to party.
Just work hard for these few weeks & everything'll be over.

&, I don't know what to do anymore, someone help me. Anyone, just someone.

"Some people search, but never fins a way. Thus, before long, they waste away." (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVIAN.T :D

So tell me darling do you wish we fall in love?

Just to update abit, I'm off to sleep soon yah (:

Talked so much about the past today.
Missed it alot yeah. Days with no stress, All we do is play slack talk & BOND! :D
those days're over, Time to start bonding tgt & motivate each other to study!

Physics mock exam tmr.
I cmi, Just flipped open the book & then close it :D.
Way too tired to study, I'm afraid I can't pay attention tmr.

Thanks for everything,

Earth goes in rounds, round & round.
It'll come to you in no time. Just be patient, wait.

Everything is there, just that not everything shows. Just like stars (:

Everything have their way of showing themselves. Sometimes in the funniest way ever (: Hahas, I finally know, what you meant when you said that :D.

Cry on my shoulder.

I've got so many things to say, So many things to rant.

Nobody's here for me nowwww. All left, ALL.
Noone would let me cry my hearts out to them,
No one shoulder to cry on, No one to hug and cry with.

I'll just, cry with myself & get over it. Talk to the walls. Or anything.
Nobody could be trusted at this moment. Not even my closest.
A wrong move will cause, everything to collasp. I don't want.
I wish I could just piece everything back tgt like a jigzaw puzzle.
Or rewind back time to fix everything done wrong, so that it'll be perfect.

Heyhey, Believe you can do it. YES YOU CAN :D.
Got to start studyingggg with PEIJUN at the library tmr (:

There are so many people out there that tell you that you can't. What you've got to do is turn around & say, "Watch me".

And I always treated you as somebody I love (:

In a sea of people, There is only you. I never knew what the song was about, and suddenly now I do.

I feel, like an obsessive bitch.

I don't know whether was it tears or sweat this morning.
I really don't know, It might be tears of joy.
But at that point of time, My heart really hurts.

& then it was another piece of shocking news.
I was really worried for them.
I won't want anything like this to happen ever again.
I'm sorry I can't do anything, I'm useless.

(The worst part of happiness is that when you've no one to share it with.)

I always knew looking back at tears will make me laugh, But I never knew looking back at laughs will make me tear.

Do I really mean anything to you?
No, I ain't impt, you don't need me.

deyiMILITARYband :D

BestDisplayBand,BestDrumMajor, GoldWithHonours (:

Great job! Humans, aliens, & BAND MEMBERS :D

Branda, Bruce, Dawn, Fion, Grace, Hninphyu, Hongwen, Huimin, Huitong, Iling, Jade, Jiaying, Jiexin, John, Joseph, Kumar, Kyna, Sherene, Veronica, Yurong, Zhenning.

I'm soso proud of all of them nowwww (:
Looking forward to '12. :D
Thanks for the memories, All of you. Really.

More like friends than juniors! :D

(Warning, long posttt) :D

From my first ever performance in '07, Artfiesta. To the first major performace, SYF'09.
Till the last ever performance in '10, Lunchtime concert. All faded into memories.

Believe it or not, I cried even before I typed this post. Hahhs.
I'll miss everyone, Really. I regret not writing cards for them ):
Annabelle, Eileen, Nicole, Jasreen, Kelly, ShiShan, Vanessa.L, Vivian.H, Vivian T.
Cindy, Dune, Felicia, Ilin, Jason, Jiaqi, Liyana, Sophia, Vanessa.G.

My dear sec1 juniorrrrrs :D

Don't know all the names, but here's some I know;
Audrina, Eileen, Erica, Jingmei, Kenric, Liucan, Meini Shannon.

There's others, I just don't know their nameeeeeee ):

Thanks for making me laugh for the past few months yeah! :D
You all never fail to cheer me up whenever I'm sad.
Never failed to talk all the crap with me, laugh like mad with me.
We've known each other for that few months only, I'll still miss all.
Really, I enjoy talking with them. I love all.

Discipline problems, There've been alot. I haven't been caring though.
My dear sec1s, I want to see the discipline improved with I go back k! :D

I doubt anyone reads my post, Hahhs.

The moment of gloryyy {:
DMB FTW! :D.
Jiayou kay. Make the '07 batch proud! WE CREATE HISTORY (:
Am looking damn forward to the results. JIAYOU K, deyiMILITARYband :D

/edit 9.04pm.
DMB WON ALL 3 AWARDS :D. Proud of them kkk (:

Cause every breath that you will take when you are sitting next to me will bring life into my deepest hopes.

No, I don't want to cry anymore.
Teared so much when I pressed the "send" button on my phone.
Damn, I finally got the courage. Better than nothing hur?

Had so much fun today,
Annabelle, Audreyna, Eileen, Florence, Nicole, Huixin, Shishan, Vanessa.
They made my day so wonderful (Y) . Thanks, Thanks all.

Got to go type my messages for band members noww (:

Iloveyou, you.

Suddenly realised I'm such a, such a bitch.

Why does love always feels like a battlefield.

Baby, I'm sorry...

Helloooooooo :D
Elearning's kind of over, now left with emaths mockexam & chinese oral tmr :D.
JYJY PEOPLE :D. Physics SPA postponeddddd (:

The day's getting closer, closer, closer.
I doubt I could let go.
BangBang <3, Let's go through it tgt (:

FOUR more for Mband.
(:

Rants, :D

Firstlyyyyyy, I'm lazy to post about ytd :D.
So, refer to yokehuei's blog ;D

Secondlyyyyyy, today's FOURTH of APRIL !
It's a sunday uhuh :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ADELINE & YANYEE :D
& Sihui's eunhyuk O.O

LazyLazy elaborate D: !
Have to go outtouttoutt alr :D

BYE HUMANS, BYE AILENS!

ILOVEYOUUUUUUUUU

And nobody came between us, Noone could ever come above.

Well, count to ten, take it in. This is life before you know who you're gonna be.
Baby, I love you! :D

If hurt is missing you baby, I’ve done too much of it lately.
Cause every minutes like an hour; Every hours like a day; Every day lasts forever.
But what else I'm gonna do. I’d wait forever and a day for you.

Time's running out out out D: !
Next week's elearning, chinese oral, emaths mock exam, then physics o level SPA ):
Tmr will have to spend the whole day out looking for things! :/
Tmr's tmr have to go temple(?).

No time! NO TIME to study ):
I've lots & lots to catchup; Sec3 stuffs, days when I slept, those days when I'm absent.
DAMN IT D: !

JIAYOUJIAYOU :D. You can do it okay! (:

EIGHT more days for the Mband members.
Endure :D. Don't get sick/injured uh! x)