I don't know what's with life recently. I thought I could just lead my new life in poly. End up that i can't. I can't put down everything in sec sch. Those amazing times spent with awesome people. Might not mean much to many. But alot to me.
Being alone since young. Has made me think alot. Not occasionally. But practically everyday. I dare not voice out anything to anyone. I haven't been able to voice out and trust anyone totally. Need a true friend.
Dearest, I swear I need you now. I'm hanging on for you. I know you'll stay with me. Without you. I don't know what to do. See you soon. Very soon. I love you.
Got to get some sleep. Nights.
Fuck, I wish I could just let go.
