i love 735pm (:

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart
Guilty roads to an endless love,

I don't know I don't know. I suddenly miss you again.
Forgive, forget, & letgo.
It's the best way, but I just can't do it.

I don't wanna be like this. I just wanna let you know
That everything I hold in, Is everything I can't let go.

Cause baby, I don't wanna waste another day.
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave;
I'm inconsolable.

I'M LOST FRIKING LOST NOW D:
I don't know what to do. I can't do anything with all these happening.

Haven't been concentrating on my schoolwork for awhile.
It's gonna be hard to catchup.
Have to study extra hard, after everything's over.
Just pray and hope that it's gonna be over soon, Really soon.

You've found someone; It breaks my heart, Cause you're so in love.
I wish that my touch, makes you smile just like that.
And I wish that I had you, the way that she has.
Cause I still remember the love, I left behind.
Oh I wish I was her, And you were mine.

I think somebody's trying to talk to me.
But I can't hear a word they're saying.
All I can do is stare at you, I don't even know why I'm staying.
Never thought, I'd cry to see you happy.
Its just I Thought that your happiness, was right here with me.

The way that she has you, I wish that was me.
There's no place on earth, That I'd rather be.
I used to be right beside you, Now I'm not even kept inside your heart.
I put our love upon a shadow, But now it's gone.
Cause you belong, to someone else.

Touch my hand {:

Saw you from a distance, Saw you from the stage.
Something about the look in your eyes, Something about your beautiful face.
In a sea of people, there is only you.
I never knew what the song was about, But suddenly now I do.

Can’t let the music stop, Can’t let this feeling end.
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again.
Can’t let the music stop Until I touch your hand.
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again.

Suddenly, thought of ... When they were viewing it, my heart hurts so much.
I promised myself not to look at it anymore, but I just can't, can't.
Heart hurts, It's in a total mess. Idkidk what to do.
A few hours changed everything, really everything.
I don't even know, why; Mentally tired.

Couldn't get my mind of what happened ytd; both you&you.
I don't understand my heart, my mind anymore.
Follow your heart, there's so many routes in there now, which to choose?
Enough, it's tiring enough. I need a break, but i don't want to letgo.

those bangbang sounds, just those sounds hurt my so much.
Seeing you makes my heart break, into pieces.
Idk whether it's purposly or what, idon'tknow.

those beepbeep sound, reminds of those memories of us.
I know those are over, but i can't get over it uh. I can't.
I'm glad that you still ... :/ But yah, takecare please.

those beebbeeb sounds, memories too.
Don't know why i cried when you're sad, even when you're happy.
Idk what to do alr, trymybest barh. Thanks for all the memories.

those kiabkiab imaginations, hahs. It's like a dream.
It's a dream when you appeared beside me, talked to me & stuffs.
I was so happy but couldn't express it then.
I'm so going to miss you, sure of it.

Hey, I ain't emo (:
I haven't even got to the aspect of me being sad yet.
I'm not sad, I just miss bangbeepbeebkiab you&you suddenly ):

Ending off with loves,
to you & maybe you.

hihi

UPDATED :D

I'm a irritating bitch !

According To You, I'm stupid. I'm useless. I can't do anything right.
According to you, I'm difficult. Hard to please, Forever changing my mind.

Even though it's just an misunderstanding,
I took it damn seriously. Idk what to do, what to say.

Jade: Happy CNY & belated valentines' :D. Hehs, I'm trying my best to smile alr! THANKS for the concern (:
Blah xD: Cool! Same birthdate! Leave your link? (:

Everything is opposite. I don't feel like stopping it.
I need to feel appreciated, like I'm not hated.

D:

Starting to think back on what happened.
Starting to think back on what she told me.
Everything's starting to stress me out now.
Him, her, her, her & him. & obviouslly studies...
It's time to let go of everyone, not just love.
I shouldn't be so possesive. I'm the one wrong, not her kay.

Sick & tired of crying my hearts out for you & you.
I'm just some attention seeking bitch.
What's the point of crying, it won't solve anything.
I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right.
& I used to need you, I still need you now.

How many bloody times I said I want to let go of you?
Unlimited times, I just can't let go.
Let it be, I can't either. I'm afriad I'll fall too deep.
I really dk what to do, I know it won't be possible.

Everybody either has their partners, soulmates or closest friend.
I just hate the feeling of being alone. This sucks.
Nobody Nobody cares. Uncountable people told me they'll be there.
End up, end up dk where they went to? Heaven?
Hahs, Just ended up with people that they love more that they love me.

Fb; Don't make someone your everything cos' when they leave you're left with nothing.
They left me, & yet I'm really left with nothing. This's life?
She told me, you can't be too close with someone, there must be a distance.
Why didn't I thought so? STUPID ME.
Regret being so close with you, I told you & you everything.

I just want to let go of everything, Somebody teach me how.
I just feel like screaming, crying everything out now.
I don't know, really don't know what to do.

Ignore that friking crap up there,
D:

we're one mistake from being together,

But let's not ask why it's not right.

Fate brought us together, we became close,

& then we drift :/

Pictures speaks a thousand words :)

I really dk what's this feeling now,

Oh, I'm running out of words to say,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & VALENTINES' DAY :D

another 21 hearts to you today,
ily, I really do :X

be back then we didn't have to live, we could start again.

Let's make new memories! :D

I guess it's impossible.

I only could hope to rewind time, 271009 1031pm.

I guess you overtired yourself. Takecare, Rest well.
I'm looking forward to seeing the, hyper loveable you again (:

and I can see the pain in your eyes, since everybody's changing.
and I don't know why, so little time.
Try to understand that I'm trying to make a move just to stay in the game.
I try to stay awake and remember my name.
But everybody's changing, and I don't feel the same.
Soon you will disappear cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right.

I just don't know what I'm feeling,
This kind of crap, everybody's changing, everything's changing.
This sucks, sucks so much. I really can't take it anymore.
Thought that after crying all out, I'll feel better. No I ain't any better.
Heart just aches so much when you walked away.
Hoping so much that you'll come towards me when you're walking that direction.
I know you won't, but I just hoped so.

Okayokay :D. Enough of those emo craps. :X.
I've happyyyyyy times too kay! :D

Met Florence Huixin Sherene Vivian this morning! :P.
Schooled & yah :/ & I cut my hand when doing the deco for classroom D:
Like use the penknife cut 2-3 times somemore. I DIDN'T KNOW OKAY.

After school, Mac-ed, shop around with vivian.
& then went home (:

've been alone for a few days alr.
Quite cool, getting used to it soon :D!

Signing off,
I do miss you ahhhhhh (:

Might not be close ever again (:

We really won't be close ever again, I should let go of you & you.

We're fated to meet, get close & then drift apart..
It might mean nothing to you, but x infinity alot to me :X

It's hard to let go, when I finally decided to,
Nothing, I've nothing left but myself.

Hello :D. Today quite fun!
Walk-ed only 3 rounds for PE cos' leg was injured o.o
Hehs, I wanted to run laaahs! But pain was un-endurable.
Chem-geog-recess.

Then has amaths test! :D
Left blank for PLANE GEOMETRY :D.
Didn't know how to do 2 questions on differentiation too D:
Fail le, fail le, I doubt the question that I got do add up to 10 :X.

English, Write haikus! :D
I like mine! I think it's so damn nice :X.

throughout all the times,
you're like my favourite song,
always there for me.

When I'm with you,
I'll treasure every minute,
you are loved by me! :D

HehesHahasHohos! Laughed like mad when I heard something {:

Lots of things happens after school,
Which idw to say anw :/

BYEBYES! :D SEE YA! :D

Oh, Happy birthday EILEEN! :D

Stressed up

It doesn't matter as long you've tried your best?
Crap, IT'S ALWAYS THE RESULTS THAT MATTERS.
"I don't think she wants you back you know. She keep saying your studying attitude sucks and all that. But I think she don't mind * luh. Cos' you know yah."
IT'S OLEVEL YEAR.
Everything else doesn't matter except RESULTS.

You might not get this chance ever again, You'll only regret sitting wondering why.

Even if the sky is falliing down, You're my only (:

ABC JKL MNO XYZ;

You never know why, you'll never know what's on my mind.
Request to post by a STALKER of my blog. Hahs.
She reads EVERY SINGLE WORD AND LINE of my post.

It's all, all my fault (:
1. Continue, continue I don't mind. I really dk what to say. Say I'm really stupid & let you make use like that? Nvm, Will continue let you make use :D.
2. Your words seriously hurt me like shit. No, It's not I want to. But I hate balancing all these tgt. I've problems, I believe you have too uh? Hahs, I'm the PROBLEMATIC one. I got ALOT OF problems. Hurt me, hurt me more. Everytime, I cry because of you (:
3. What happened? I need you. Now, In your eyes, there's only stead, * & * . You can never erase the fact that I need you. You used to always listen to me when I need you, when I'm down. I've no idea what happened. I wish you happiness, at the very same time, I need you. It hurts my heart to say so.
4. It's like there's only love & * in your eyes. I ain't tired of it. I rather you talk to me about them everyday. I need you, or rather we. It hurts my heart to tell you to give up. That why I never did. But in my heart, I do wish to say so. They told me to let go, But I can't, just can't. Hais.
5. Another, to the both of you. I'm really tired of hearing *** & all the tiredness from you all. It's not like you're the only one. I might not understand, But... I just want, want to have a proper meal & chat tgt. Without having to meantion * & * . Hahs, I guess it's impossible. Wish you all the best, I hope to get back soon (:

Faked laughter.

Hello, Don't worry bout' me :D I'm extremely fine!
Things hurt me here & there. But I ain't affected though! :D

Learning to love my life, Even though how suckish it is ~
Learning to love all my subjects, Even though how badly I do in them ~
Learning to love all my "friends", Even though whatever they done to me ~
Learning to love, learning to love you (:

*something happened today ahhs* :D
Only, * & * knows ! Cheeredmeupalot.
Practically laughing like mad when just thinking about it!

Okays, There's NO PE today! (My PE shirt still smells nice o.o)
Chem Geog Amaths English, SLACKED throughout!
I'm starting, starting to dislike * moremore & more. Hais.

Cause I’m still learning the art of love

You know you need someone, When the need’s so strong.
When they’re gone you don’t know how to go on. So the whole world is stuck in a moment.
Cos' every minutes like an hour. Every hours like a day. Every day lasts forever.
But what else am i gonna do. I’d wait forever and a day for you.

Even when we mad, and say we’re through. Deep inside you feel the same way i do.
Might as well turn around and just end this. Cause it’s harder tryin' to stay mad.
I could tell you that you can’t stay here, knowing just as soon as you disappear,
that I’ll be missing you baby. Soon as you get up and you walk away.

you.

I don't know why, why do I feel so nervous, when I'm just thinking about you D:

Hello :D,
I'm home early. I'm suppose to sleep. I don't feel tired.
Hais, Time's travelling at a speed faster than me! I must catchup soon ehs..

I don't know, I don't understand what's happening.
I don't know to be pissed or sad. Seriously, I'm sick and tired of crying etc.
Everything also push to me, I'm really tired of it.
I'm enduring, enduring through it. I hate the feeling of being lonely & left out.
Hais. Goodluck in the future, I've nothing to say.
I know you won't read this or whatever :D. Hahs, Idc (:

When I'm quiet, you complain that I emo, don't talk.
When I talk, you complain that I'm noisy, I talk too much.
SHUTUP ALSO CANNOT, TALK ALSO CANNOT. YOU FUCK OFF LAH.

My heart beats so-hard, when you're walking two steps away from me :D.
& You're SO CUTE! :P