Wake me up, when september ends.

Looks like I'm back to being really tired.
Going to keep myself really busy. I don't want to have time to think.
Have to study for amaths test tmr after this post (:
10thapr, 11 more days.
I promised her that I'll study super hard when that day comes :D.
I'm really afraid I can't let go. No, i must let go.

Another thing is that I want to change you.
I failed. Seriously failed. Looks like I can't do anything much either.
You refuse to talk to me, refused to look at me.
You don't know how much I cried behind your back.
Thanks, you're worth the tears.

Never expected much out of my life.
Live with it, Life's going to be painful (:

Iloveyou, J :D

Change is constant.
kthanksbye. I'm a bitch (:

We got to fight for this love (:

Overdued picture spam :D
Came home & study CHEMISTRY :D.
Hardworking eh me :D, My book damn pathetic D:

Walked pass NAFA & SOTA today :D
Kindof cool leh, So deserted leh NAFA :/!
Oh & I saw the car! COOL RIGHT, 2211 :D
Saw at orchard central ytdddddd.
SO COOL LAH :D. I like the rubrik(?) cube one!
The pictures were drew by jinxuan (:
The frog was found on annabelle's book o.o ( she claims it's cute?!)

I don't know who and what to trust anymore. Hais.
Youyouyou, Idon'tknow what to do. Your words... :/
DAMN, I shall survive on my own. At least, I hope I'll survive.

I'm in love with this song. so hush baby shutup.

I don't understand why're there so many different kinds of people exists in this world.

Ups & downs,
you talk to me & stick with me when I'm needed, ignore me when I'm not needed ^^.

I love my LOVER & ANNABELLE, & ofcourse BCCNM :D.

Thankyou sec1s for letting me get back my real smile!
Laughed lots with you all today :D. ILY!
All of you rocked ttm x) Sorry don't know all of your names yet uh :/!

Heard enough, Stop talk talking that blah blah blah.

10th apr, it's soon. Soon I must forget and stop thinking about you. Studies should be piority uh.
You told me you won't study till a month before exams. It's about 1 month to midyears alr,
Study please, study hard. I'm sure you can make it. I'll try my best too, If you try.
I just can't, can't stop thinking about, you. iloveyou (:
You've overtired yourself recently.Takecare okay? Don't sleep so late alr.
& yeaps, have your meals regularly. Don't do this to me, to yourself.
Sighs, I regret letting you step into my life. I shouldn't had ...
I love you, dearest. 10th apr, it's going to be the day I stop saying i love you.

I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.

It's YOU that I'm missing.
Losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off .
Won't somebody, anybody. Please just turn the lights on
I can't breathe, I can't see. It's like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I'm on a merry-go-round, going around, driving me crazy .

10th apr 2010,
that special date for me & for you.
After that, I'll not think of you anymore.
I promise I'll concentrate on my studies, I hope you'll too.
Thanks for the memories, ily.

Nothing brings me down, when you're around.

When you're fifteen, someone tells you they love you, you got to believe that.

18 hours you didn't text me, I'm worried.
imy, J.

Shout it from the roof top, Write it on the sky love.

Broken trust and broken hearts. Tell them I was happy, Tell them what I hoped would be.

WE AIN'T EVEN FRIENDS (:

ily, J.

I just don't love you no more.

I MISS J :X
it's not the j you're thinking about. I'm missing this J alotalot. Hahs, I'm just a fail. But, the fact's I love you so.

Don't call my name, Alejando.

Went to GOLDENMILE FOOD CENTRE today :D.
(put bigbig for yokehuei see)

Hm, took 2hrs to go there as we went there by bus,
& we were kind of lost looking for the busstop O.O.
Walked rounds & rounds thereeee, didn't manage to find anything.
But I SAW ALOT ORANGEEEEE THINGS D:
I want but no money ): ! Hahs.

Went downstairs to buy tangyuan(?) for her family x)
& KNS I SAW MY COUSIN THERE :/
Throw my face sial, he working there O.O.
(I'm begging him to find a better job the next time I see him)

Took bus to kallang then MRT-ed to bugis :D
Bugis junction-Bugis street-Illuma- Junction again .
Legs were tired untill want dieeee alr! , So train-ed home!

I think I became blacker today D:
Keep on walking under sun! :/
& yeah, the sun was so bright today. I kept thinking about you,
wondering how are you, what you're doing.

Okayokay, I want go do my mathhhs alr D: !

The truth.

I suddenly, suddenly miss everything now.
EVERY SINGLE thing and part of me :/.

2009, changed me alot.
Include being more rebellious, not studying etc.
It was when I started staying out till late at night.
& Especially meeting ... & falling for you.

I didn't even know I felled for you. Hahs.
How foolish, I just went on blindly till you told me to give up.
Though it hurts much, I tried my best to letgo.
It's best we maintain as hi-bye friends, not too close anymore.

Slowly, without realising I fell for 21 :/
I really love ... so much, untill you crashed my hopes recently.
Trying my best to forget you now, & treat you as a normal friend.
I hope I could do it :)

& I met you, the first person who I told everything to.
I had no idea why, you gained my trust the first time we talked.
I loved you so much, yet I hurt you too.
Sorry, I just needed you so much.

and you, who stood by me since 2008.
all the way through 2009, you were with me.
Thanks (: Though you left me alr :/
Thanks for the memorable memories given :X.

Lastly, there's herhimherherherherhim.
Judging by the number of people, you should know who're they alr.
I miss them so much, just so much.
Since 2008, We've been through thick & thin.
I'm torn to see what've happened now :/ Hahs.

You might not believe this, I'm crying while typing this post.
Oh whatever, Maybe I'm just too emotional.
I'm tired of people leaving me. & I'm tired of being all alone.

Almost forget, there's still herherherher.
I love them <3, I still do :/

Lots to catchup ):

Lots to catch up for not being in school for 2 whole days :/
Coughing like mad still though o.o
Temperature slightly higher than normal :X.

Forcing myself to go for remedial later,
If temperature doesn't go up :D.

I'M HUNGRY LAH OMG D:

:D

So when you feel like hope is gone, Look inside you and be strong.
And you'll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you.

It's a long road, When you face the world alone.
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold,
You can find love, If you search within yourself,
And the emptiness you felt will disappear.

Dreams are hard to follow, but don't let anyone tear them away,
Hold on, There will be tomorrow,
In time you'll find the way.

You don't have to be afraid of what you are,
There's an answer, If you reach into your soul,
And the sorrow that you know will melt away.

And then a hero comes along, With the strength to carry on.
And you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive.

Cry me a river.

AWESOME CAMP! :D

but i won't like to go through anything like this ever again.

Learnt alot, really alot (:
Switching to the study mode ASAP, i hope I could do it!

But I never told you. What I should have said.
No, I never told you, I just held it in.
And now, I miss everything about you.
Can't believe that I still want you.
And after all the things we've been through.
I miss everything about you.