The truth.

I suddenly, suddenly miss everything now.
EVERY SINGLE thing and part of me :/.

2009, changed me alot.
Include being more rebellious, not studying etc.
It was when I started staying out till late at night.
& Especially meeting ... & falling for you.

I didn't even know I felled for you. Hahs.
How foolish, I just went on blindly till you told me to give up.
Though it hurts much, I tried my best to letgo.
It's best we maintain as hi-bye friends, not too close anymore.

Slowly, without realising I fell for 21 :/
I really love ... so much, untill you crashed my hopes recently.
Trying my best to forget you now, & treat you as a normal friend.
I hope I could do it :)

& I met you, the first person who I told everything to.
I had no idea why, you gained my trust the first time we talked.
I loved you so much, yet I hurt you too.
Sorry, I just needed you so much.

and you, who stood by me since 2008.
all the way through 2009, you were with me.
Thanks (: Though you left me alr :/
Thanks for the memorable memories given :X.

Lastly, there's herhimherherherherhim.
Judging by the number of people, you should know who're they alr.
I miss them so much, just so much.
Since 2008, We've been through thick & thin.
I'm torn to see what've happened now :/ Hahs.

You might not believe this, I'm crying while typing this post.
Oh whatever, Maybe I'm just too emotional.
I'm tired of people leaving me. & I'm tired of being all alone.

Almost forget, there's still herherherher.
I love them <3, I still do :/