i love 735pm (:

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart
Guilty roads to an endless love,

I don't know I don't know. I suddenly miss you again.
Forgive, forget, & letgo.
It's the best way, but I just can't do it.

I don't wanna be like this. I just wanna let you know
That everything I hold in, Is everything I can't let go.

Cause baby, I don't wanna waste another day.
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave;
I'm inconsolable.

I'M LOST FRIKING LOST NOW D:
I don't know what to do. I can't do anything with all these happening.

Haven't been concentrating on my schoolwork for awhile.
It's gonna be hard to catchup.
Have to study extra hard, after everything's over.
Just pray and hope that it's gonna be over soon, Really soon.

You've found someone; It breaks my heart, Cause you're so in love.
I wish that my touch, makes you smile just like that.
And I wish that I had you, the way that she has.
Cause I still remember the love, I left behind.
Oh I wish I was her, And you were mine.

I think somebody's trying to talk to me.
But I can't hear a word they're saying.
All I can do is stare at you, I don't even know why I'm staying.
Never thought, I'd cry to see you happy.
Its just I Thought that your happiness, was right here with me.

The way that she has you, I wish that was me.
There's no place on earth, That I'd rather be.
I used to be right beside you, Now I'm not even kept inside your heart.
I put our love upon a shadow, But now it's gone.
Cause you belong, to someone else.

Touch my hand {:

Saw you from a distance, Saw you from the stage.
Something about the look in your eyes, Something about your beautiful face.
In a sea of people, there is only you.
I never knew what the song was about, But suddenly now I do.

Can’t let the music stop, Can’t let this feeling end.
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again.
Can’t let the music stop Until I touch your hand.
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again.

Suddenly, thought of ... When they were viewing it, my heart hurts so much.
I promised myself not to look at it anymore, but I just can't, can't.
Heart hurts, It's in a total mess. Idkidk what to do.
A few hours changed everything, really everything.
I don't even know, why; Mentally tired.

Couldn't get my mind of what happened ytd; both you&you.
I don't understand my heart, my mind anymore.
Follow your heart, there's so many routes in there now, which to choose?
Enough, it's tiring enough. I need a break, but i don't want to letgo.

those bangbang sounds, just those sounds hurt my so much.
Seeing you makes my heart break, into pieces.
Idk whether it's purposly or what, idon'tknow.

those beepbeep sound, reminds of those memories of us.
I know those are over, but i can't get over it uh. I can't.
I'm glad that you still ... :/ But yah, takecare please.

those beebbeeb sounds, memories too.
Don't know why i cried when you're sad, even when you're happy.
Idk what to do alr, trymybest barh. Thanks for all the memories.

those kiabkiab imaginations, hahs. It's like a dream.
It's a dream when you appeared beside me, talked to me & stuffs.
I was so happy but couldn't express it then.
I'm so going to miss you, sure of it.

Hey, I ain't emo (:
I haven't even got to the aspect of me being sad yet.
I'm not sad, I just miss bangbeepbeebkiab you&you suddenly ):

Ending off with loves,
to you & maybe you.

hihi

UPDATED :D

I'm a irritating bitch !

According To You, I'm stupid. I'm useless. I can't do anything right.
According to you, I'm difficult. Hard to please, Forever changing my mind.

Even though it's just an misunderstanding,
I took it damn seriously. Idk what to do, what to say.

Jade: Happy CNY & belated valentines' :D. Hehs, I'm trying my best to smile alr! THANKS for the concern (:
Blah xD: Cool! Same birthdate! Leave your link? (:

Everything is opposite. I don't feel like stopping it.
I need to feel appreciated, like I'm not hated.

D:

Starting to think back on what happened.
Starting to think back on what she told me.
Everything's starting to stress me out now.
Him, her, her, her & him. & obviouslly studies...
It's time to let go of everyone, not just love.
I shouldn't be so possesive. I'm the one wrong, not her kay.

Sick & tired of crying my hearts out for you & you.
I'm just some attention seeking bitch.
What's the point of crying, it won't solve anything.
I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right.
& I used to need you, I still need you now.

How many bloody times I said I want to let go of you?
Unlimited times, I just can't let go.
Let it be, I can't either. I'm afriad I'll fall too deep.
I really dk what to do, I know it won't be possible.

Everybody either has their partners, soulmates or closest friend.
I just hate the feeling of being alone. This sucks.
Nobody Nobody cares. Uncountable people told me they'll be there.
End up, end up dk where they went to? Heaven?
Hahs, Just ended up with people that they love more that they love me.

Fb; Don't make someone your everything cos' when they leave you're left with nothing.
They left me, & yet I'm really left with nothing. This's life?
She told me, you can't be too close with someone, there must be a distance.
Why didn't I thought so? STUPID ME.
Regret being so close with you, I told you & you everything.

I just want to let go of everything, Somebody teach me how.
I just feel like screaming, crying everything out now.
I don't know, really don't know what to do.

Ignore that friking crap up there,
D:

we're one mistake from being together,

But let's not ask why it's not right.

Fate brought us together, we became close,

& then we drift :/

Pictures speaks a thousand words :)

I really dk what's this feeling now,

Oh, I'm running out of words to say,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & VALENTINES' DAY :D

another 21 hearts to you today,
ily, I really do :X

be back then we didn't have to live, we could start again.

Let's make new memories! :D

I guess it's impossible.

I only could hope to rewind time, 271009 1031pm.

I guess you overtired yourself. Takecare, Rest well.
I'm looking forward to seeing the, hyper loveable you again (:

and I can see the pain in your eyes, since everybody's changing.
and I don't know why, so little time.
Try to understand that I'm trying to make a move just to stay in the game.
I try to stay awake and remember my name.
But everybody's changing, and I don't feel the same.
Soon you will disappear cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right.

I just don't know what I'm feeling,
This kind of crap, everybody's changing, everything's changing.
This sucks, sucks so much. I really can't take it anymore.
Thought that after crying all out, I'll feel better. No I ain't any better.
Heart just aches so much when you walked away.
Hoping so much that you'll come towards me when you're walking that direction.
I know you won't, but I just hoped so.

Okayokay :D. Enough of those emo craps. :X.
I've happyyyyyy times too kay! :D

Met Florence Huixin Sherene Vivian this morning! :P.
Schooled & yah :/ & I cut my hand when doing the deco for classroom D:
Like use the penknife cut 2-3 times somemore. I DIDN'T KNOW OKAY.

After school, Mac-ed, shop around with vivian.
& then went home (:

've been alone for a few days alr.
Quite cool, getting used to it soon :D!

Signing off,
I do miss you ahhhhhh (:

Might not be close ever again (:

We really won't be close ever again, I should let go of you & you.

We're fated to meet, get close & then drift apart..
It might mean nothing to you, but x infinity alot to me :X

It's hard to let go, when I finally decided to,
Nothing, I've nothing left but myself.

Hello :D. Today quite fun!
Walk-ed only 3 rounds for PE cos' leg was injured o.o
Hehs, I wanted to run laaahs! But pain was un-endurable.
Chem-geog-recess.

Then has amaths test! :D
Left blank for PLANE GEOMETRY :D.
Didn't know how to do 2 questions on differentiation too D:
Fail le, fail le, I doubt the question that I got do add up to 10 :X.

English, Write haikus! :D
I like mine! I think it's so damn nice :X.

throughout all the times,
you're like my favourite song,
always there for me.

When I'm with you,
I'll treasure every minute,
you are loved by me! :D

HehesHahasHohos! Laughed like mad when I heard something {:

Lots of things happens after school,
Which idw to say anw :/

BYEBYES! :D SEE YA! :D

Oh, Happy birthday EILEEN! :D

Stressed up

It doesn't matter as long you've tried your best?
Crap, IT'S ALWAYS THE RESULTS THAT MATTERS.
"I don't think she wants you back you know. She keep saying your studying attitude sucks and all that. But I think she don't mind * luh. Cos' you know yah."
IT'S OLEVEL YEAR.
Everything else doesn't matter except RESULTS.

You might not get this chance ever again, You'll only regret sitting wondering why.

Even if the sky is falliing down, You're my only (:

ABC JKL MNO XYZ;

You never know why, you'll never know what's on my mind.
Request to post by a STALKER of my blog. Hahs.
She reads EVERY SINGLE WORD AND LINE of my post.

It's all, all my fault (:
1. Continue, continue I don't mind. I really dk what to say. Say I'm really stupid & let you make use like that? Nvm, Will continue let you make use :D.
2. Your words seriously hurt me like shit. No, It's not I want to. But I hate balancing all these tgt. I've problems, I believe you have too uh? Hahs, I'm the PROBLEMATIC one. I got ALOT OF problems. Hurt me, hurt me more. Everytime, I cry because of you (:
3. What happened? I need you. Now, In your eyes, there's only stead, * & * . You can never erase the fact that I need you. You used to always listen to me when I need you, when I'm down. I've no idea what happened. I wish you happiness, at the very same time, I need you. It hurts my heart to say so.
4. It's like there's only love & * in your eyes. I ain't tired of it. I rather you talk to me about them everyday. I need you, or rather we. It hurts my heart to tell you to give up. That why I never did. But in my heart, I do wish to say so. They told me to let go, But I can't, just can't. Hais.
5. Another, to the both of you. I'm really tired of hearing *** & all the tiredness from you all. It's not like you're the only one. I might not understand, But... I just want, want to have a proper meal & chat tgt. Without having to meantion * & * . Hahs, I guess it's impossible. Wish you all the best, I hope to get back soon (:

Faked laughter.

Hello, Don't worry bout' me :D I'm extremely fine!
Things hurt me here & there. But I ain't affected though! :D

Learning to love my life, Even though how suckish it is ~
Learning to love all my subjects, Even though how badly I do in them ~
Learning to love all my "friends", Even though whatever they done to me ~
Learning to love, learning to love you (:

*something happened today ahhs* :D
Only, * & * knows ! Cheeredmeupalot.
Practically laughing like mad when just thinking about it!

Okays, There's NO PE today! (My PE shirt still smells nice o.o)
Chem Geog Amaths English, SLACKED throughout!
I'm starting, starting to dislike * moremore & more. Hais.

Cause I’m still learning the art of love

You know you need someone, When the need’s so strong.
When they’re gone you don’t know how to go on. So the whole world is stuck in a moment.
Cos' every minutes like an hour. Every hours like a day. Every day lasts forever.
But what else am i gonna do. I’d wait forever and a day for you.

Even when we mad, and say we’re through. Deep inside you feel the same way i do.
Might as well turn around and just end this. Cause it’s harder tryin' to stay mad.
I could tell you that you can’t stay here, knowing just as soon as you disappear,
that I’ll be missing you baby. Soon as you get up and you walk away.

you.

I don't know why, why do I feel so nervous, when I'm just thinking about you D:

Hello :D,
I'm home early. I'm suppose to sleep. I don't feel tired.
Hais, Time's travelling at a speed faster than me! I must catchup soon ehs..

I don't know, I don't understand what's happening.
I don't know to be pissed or sad. Seriously, I'm sick and tired of crying etc.
Everything also push to me, I'm really tired of it.
I'm enduring, enduring through it. I hate the feeling of being lonely & left out.
Hais. Goodluck in the future, I've nothing to say.
I know you won't read this or whatever :D. Hahs, Idc (:

When I'm quiet, you complain that I emo, don't talk.
When I talk, you complain that I'm noisy, I talk too much.
SHUTUP ALSO CANNOT, TALK ALSO CANNOT. YOU FUCK OFF LAH.

My heart beats so-hard, when you're walking two steps away from me :D.
& You're SO CUTE! :P

I suck (:

I had a dream, a dream all about you; ):

Here to post! :D
Cos' my loveliest lover asked me to (:So many things happening recently, that makes my really tired.
I really dk what to do. Hahs, Where are you?
It's really hard to face the reality now,
OLEVELS IS NEARING, day by day.
& It's still so hard for me to stay in the reality.
Wakeup wakeup please. Someone please slap me. Yes, I do hate physics :D. But I'm passing it no matter what.
Aim, just aiming for a pass, a C6. Really enough for me (:
I want to pass the test this monday. I wanna prove that I can make it.
STUDY HARD {:

Distractions, I hate it so much ):
I've to try and study as hard as I could all the way till november.
Less computer, Lesser slackings :/
I've to attend almost all remedials luh :X. Except Emaths, Geog.
Means I've to study EXTRA hard for them, eh? :S
Today, Had flag day :D
Walked around amk like 2 times w/ JPZ.
Back to school, (:
Sorry for emo-ing a little. Idw to say what happened, you won't understand.
Lunched with G J P :D.
Fun eh, though was still abit emoing that time :X
Due to those memories, hais (:
Slacked awhile, then homed. So long we never slacked together!
Hope we got more chance after O's :D.

Oh, byebye.
I need to prepare my essay for SStest (:

Smile Smile!

Everybody stay happy please!
Esp purple pink blue green orange.

Everybody's leaving, I know I ain't anyone impt to anyone.
But each & everyone of you are impt to me.
Especially, you.

I'm faking that smile everyday in school {:
Being happy is always better! CHEERUP ALL!

Boo.

I don't know how to describe this feeling,

伤心想哭时还是要自己去面对。
朋友， 终有一天都会离开你的。
我再也不会相信永远的友情。

All, leaving one by one.
I really can't take it anymore.
Maybe I'm just thinking too much.
I need you I need you. Where are you? Hais.

MIA, I shall just live my life alone.

Hais.

I'm losing you you you you you & you.
Not blaming anyone, I'm blaming myself.
Why're all leaving me one by one...
Idk what's this feeling, Idk what to do.
I feel so unsafe ): Nobody by my side. I don't get it, hais.

Maybe I shouldn't care so much uh? Hais.. (:
Olevel year, I ain't working hard enough.
Jiayou (: STUDY HARD. Okay, I'll just try ):

Stress Stress Stress, I just couldn't take it anymore.
Useless, ain't doing anything but, cry :X

Hi (:

HelloHello!
I ain't going to get irritating or, whatever (:
Nobody knows, nobody understands, nobody cares.

Sometime I just wonder what I'm in this world for,
For being a friking substitute to be used & throw.
Nobody gave a freaking damn if I didn't *.
Why must everything be shown so specifically on the face?

Stop the questioning,
I didn't say anything cos' everyone's BUSY.
BUSY UNTILL NO TIME.
I shall just get lost luh! BYE.

well, i'm tired (:

Look at the time nownownow.
Okay, It's 2.24am btw :D.

Stressed, tired, cannot make it. Afriad Scared, even traumatised.
I guess just noone would understand me.

Well, I'm thinking of someone right this moment :)
Prediction; Tmr'll SUCK like !@#$%^&*
Booktalk tmr, I'M THE LAST AGAIN! -.-

Back's hurting, shoulder's aching, jaw's PAIN o.o
This post is random -.-!

I love my secret place <3! So fun there luh XD.

New post! :D, not any soon :/

Posting since I got home early :D.

Won't be posting any sooner cos' of lazyness
& there nothing to post about.

School's boring, hell boring.

Got to study hard this year, try.
Yeah, bye :)

& yeah, less computer & handphone this year :X.

ps/ showing one post only, :)

Insomnia, again.

Hehes, I can't sleep eheh :D.
Even after double dosage of panadol :P.
& it's less than 30hours & I'll get to see all my loves again! :D

I'm gna get to sleep like seriously, bye :/

TWOZEROONEZERO

Happy new year :D.
I know I'm abit lag luh, but shh :D.

New year, new resoulutions, new targets, new attitude :D.
Firstly I'm gna dedicated a post to, who else? My loves :P.

Huitong;
TONG' ER :D. Don't blame me cos' I'm going to write your's the longest again :)
It's fate that we knew each other, & then got up till now.
Knew you through shishan XD.
The first time we met was during july, You added my MSN during october :D.
That day I was down, you managed to cheer me up.
From then, I knew we could be friends :). & of course, I told you lots of rubbish & made you forget I ain't a band member XD.
We then became closer & closer each day.
Up till now :), I hope we won't drift yeah? XD.
I'm gna graduate soon D: , Will miss you the most XD!
Don't forget, there's always me when you need help :D.
Goodlucks in SYF'10 & Streaming :D
& Thanks for making 2009 such a memorable one! :P. *you know my deepest secret* D:

Sihui;
BOBO FISHBALLS :D. I bet you've forgotten how you knew me XD.
It was during 2008(?), I think.
You added me on fs. & yeaps, we got along quite well?
We then got closer cos' of something, you forget alr then come ask me XD.
& yeaps, I couldn't write any longer cos' I'm saving my speech :D.
Thanks for making my 2009 such an memorable one (: ,
& yeaps, goodlucks w/ sec3 subs. Esp the maths eh :S.
Got anything can ask me, I'll try to help but I doubt I can luh :P.

Veronica;
HEHES, Knew you during 2008 :D.
Long story of how we knew each other. But I'd still remember :D.
Got closer during 2009, thanks for being there when I'm down.
I got nothing to say luh! I'm gna graduate this yr. I know you'll miss me de lah :D.
Hehes, Goodlucks in the sec3 subs! Anything go ask zn,
Don't find me cos' I won't know XD! Okay luh, Kidding :D
But I doubt I'll be much of a help :) & Thanks for 2009 :D.

To be continued, I want to sleep alr. It's alr 3.24AM!

150th :D. Birthdays, again :)

Happy birthday Cinyee Kyna Vanessa.L
I LOVE ALL :D!

Bored-er day by day :P.
You don't understand, I need you by my side :)

florence: hahahas! aiya cuz damn long nv eat mah .__. so wish can eat lorhh ;P . anyws tag! ;D
florence: M&M LOVER ! ;D heretotagyouuu <3>
Merry belated christmas, love! Wahahas, Craving? XD. I LOVE MY LOVER :D Seeya soon yeah? :P. Miss ya :P
♥Sihui.: Bleah ! :}
Hehes! Chaoda fishball flavoured hot angkukueh that can cook egg for me to eat :D ILOVEYOU! XD
Kimberly: Boo
Kimberly: Boo
Kimberly: Boo
Peekaboo :D
zIhUi(:: yOz!!!! :D MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!:D
Merry christmas zihui :D. I LOVEEEEEEEYOU XD
yiru: RELINK YA:)
Relink soon :D. I'm lazy :P. Hope you like your present? XD. Love ya! :P
HUITONG!: MEI'ERR!I survived the camp and you're away ): FASTERFASTER COME BACK!
TONG'ERRRRRRRRR :D. I back very long le ah XD. Hehes, You injured like mad called survive ah? Bluff meeeeeee! ): Hehes! ME LOVE YOU :D. See you soon in school yah :D. *excited* :D

sad

I ain't going to get all emo or whatever shit that can get out of me.
It's better to keep things to yourself yah.
So, yeaps. I'm just going to shutup and not say anything.
I ain't going to get this kind of "revenge" or anything,
Forgive & forget? Continue, *? Hais...

I know you'll be there, (L)

Away

Away from 17th-24th {:
Will miss all of you :D, Esp those in camp :X.

Don't hesitate to give me a text :DD.
Don't worry as there won't be extra charges as you're sending from sg xD.
I'll try my best to reply all :P.

Birthday(s)

Happy birthday Jiexin, Peijun, Sherene :D
Love all of youu :P.

Currently, all military band members 're in school for camp now :/
WISH THEM GOODLUCK XD.

All throw me alone at home ):
Lucky got m&ms pei wo :D. She also kena throww~ XD

Yesterday:
Out w/ Huitong & Kyna to disturb them :P.
Waited for them @ MRT awhile as both were LATE :P.

CDshop-Hangten-Hub-Fairprice-Mac-Hangten-422-Cheers-central-Myhouse :D

They totally rummaged through my comp, HAHAHA!
Went down for kyna's icecream aft she chose her bag :P.
Sent them home aft that :D.

P/S: They were totally addicted to the thingy in my house o.o. CRAZY PEOPLE :P
& I'm playing with it too xDD

(speechless)

HelloHello :D

2 days to Jiexin's & Peijun's 15th :P
17 days to Cinyee's 15th & Kyna's 13th :P

♥ Sihui: Hahahs , so as long as i got update you cant vnr wor <: I still can o.o. You got update, I'll CONSIDER tagging :D

Chi !: Hey HAHA. Thanks so much for your help. See you at work! Luvs.
You're welcome :D. Hehe, Today was slackkkk xD

GRACE: relink me yeah (:
Soon :)

KYNA(:: STILL GOT 21 DAYS LEH!SEESEE!
Yeslah Yeslah. 17 more days only xD

shishan: huihui!! tagged(:
Yoh shanshan xD

JIEXIN {: Mine leh? :(
Hehe, Sorry! I edit le xP

HUITONG!: PEEKABOO!(: Yayyay!You reply mine longer!MUHAHAHAHAH!My blog is smart okkeh
BOO :} Hehe! You want longlonglonglong reply? o.o HAHAHAHA! I swear your's is stupiddd xD Hehe! Love you xP

yiru's 15th

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY YIRU :D
10 years of everlasting friendship <3>
Will pass you present ASAP yeah :P

Hm...
6 days to Jiexin's & Peijun's 15th :D
16 days to Christmas :D
21 days to Cinyee's 15th & Kyna's 13th. :D
26 days to school ):

Update :D

Bleahhhh!
I got nothing to update luh :X

Hehe! I got a feeling that I just toured around singapore -.-!
Yewtee-Yiochukang-Pasirris-Serangoon-Habourfront.
All I've been in less then A WEEK TIME :D

2 more days to yiru's
8 more days to jiexin's & peijun's
18 more days to christmas
23 more days to cinyee's & kyna's

♥ Sihui: Whey , UPDATE <: !
♥ Sihui: SOTONG, Bleah!
YOU LAZY PIG :D

VERONICA: HI BANGALA! XD
Hello blackie :DD

florence: hahaha dun worry luh i will rmb de ;D so relaxxx alright ? ^^
Must remember ah. Kyna's also :P. Relaxing~ M&MS :D

HUITONG!: 0.0 I see my name so many times!xDD
Bleahhh. Let you see more? HUITONGHUITONGHUITONGHUITONG :D Faster fix your stupid blog xPP

\ANNA: wah, whack me? ): okay lor dun be friends lor hahahaha
Bleahhh! You say don't de jiu don't be ah? xPP

Thinking too much :x

10 to go.
1. Are you single: Yeah o.o
2. Are you happy: No :x
3. Are you bored: YES! :D
4. Are you fair: Not very? :O
5. Are you indian: No. -.-
6. Are you stupid: Yea (:
7. Are you honest: Lols. :x
8. Are you irish: No?
9. Are you nice: YESYES XD
10. Are you asian: Yeah? (:

Ten Facts.
Full name: Song Meihui
Nickname: :X
Birthplace: Singapore :P
Hair colour: Idk :D
Hair style: Layered? :O
Eye color: Black xD
DOB: 22/11
Mood: Moodless :P
Favourite colour: ORANGE XD
One place you wished to visit: Secret xP

Ten facts about your love.
1. Been in love: Lol, yeah :O
2. Believe love in first sight: Yeap :x
3. Currently have a crush: I'M CAREFREE XD
4. Hurt emotionally before: YES LAH O.O
5. Broken someone's heart: No? I think no xD
6. Have your heart broken: Yup :X
7. Like someone but kept in heart: Yup :X.
8. Are you afraid of commitment: No? Lols xD
9. Last person you hugged: STITCH :D:D
10. Last person you said ILYs: Forget le ah. Should be tong' er xD

This or That.
Love or lust: Love xD
Cats or dogs: NONE :O
Best friends or regular friends: Best friends (:
Creamy or crunchy: Crunchy xP
Pencil or Pen: Pen :X
Wild night out or romantic in: Wild night out~
Money or happiness: Happiness xP
Night or day: Night :DD
IM or phone: Both xD

Have you ever.
Been caught sneaking out: Erm, No?
Seen a polar bear: Yea :O
Done smth you regret: Lots :X
Jumpin: Ahhh? o.o
Eat food that fell on the floor: No?!
Eat an entire Jaw breaker: Wth is that :O
Been caught naked: No?! :X
Wanted boyfriend back: Want-ED ah :X
Cried because lost a person forever: Yeah ):
Wanted to disappear: Yeah, Can't bear to :O

Preference in love.
Smile or eyes: Smile. xD
Light or dark hair: Anything xP
Hugs or kiss: Both :X
Shorter or taller: Taller -.-.
Intelligence or attraction: Both? xP
Violent or pathetic: None :o
Older or younger: Older xPP
Outgoing or quiet: Outgoing? :X
Sweet or bad: Sweettt xD

Have you.
Performed in a large crowd: Yeah? :O
Talk on the phone longer then an hour: Lol, YES XD
A rock concert: Nope :X
Cheerleading team: NO?!
Dance team: NO XD
Sports team: NO XP
Drama play or production: Yeah? :X. The drama in curiculum thingy? :O
Owned rich cars: No?
In a rap video: No?

Last.
Last call you made: Sihui? :O DAMN LONG AGO XD
Hugged: Stitch xD
Hung out: Erm :X, Hw, V, Zn? I think :O
Work: Some unknown school :O
Talked to: Mother :X
You IM'd: Huitong xD
Texted: Huitong xD
Movie: Forget le xD
Last person or thing you miss: Someone :X

Boringggggg :D

Hello Hello :D
I'm blogging while my tong' er buys her dinner :P
(I almost forget I've a blog like seriously :X)

Huitong says : Edison waits for apple to drop downnn :P
Ohmygosh, SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEE <3!

& Happy belated birthday to Shishan & Niven :D. (29th nov)
9 more days to my dearest yiru's birthday :P.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :D

Thanks for all the wishes :D (Alphabetical order)
Annabelle, Branda, Cinyee, Deena, Huimin, Huitong, Jade, Jaishree, Jesscca, John, Kimberly, Kyna, Lihuan, Niven, Nicole, Peijun, Shinrong, Shishan, Sihui, Vanessa.H, Veronica.G, Vicky, Vivian.T, Yanyee, Yiru, Yokehuei, Yurong, Zihui.

Okay, PATHETIC ENOUGH :D

Three days (:

Warning, SUPER LONG POST :D

171109
Wakeup at arnd 5 :/ Prepared & Off to meet Vivian(s)
Sat at the busstop like superrrrr longgggg eh xP

School-Change-Prepared-Sound check-Run through.
Performed-Slacked-Phototaking-Changed-Dismissed :D
Off to eat at opp. school (: (Waiting for SIHUIADORABLE)

Managed to catch the sight of my adorable in her full u :D
& My chio-est tong' er in her * (I think I can't say uh?)

Hub with Vivian2 & Sihui :D
Went to fairprice to get our, "Ingredients" xD
Bus-ed down to her house while, Vivian went home :D

Reached-cooked-Ate-Played :DHad fun with the bubbles etcetc xD
Cooked untill the, erm, POT CHAODA :D
But the food no chaoda :D Pro right we xD

Had sooooo much fun, Cleaning the pots xD
Wasting her mamalemon :D
Then homed :D

181109
Wokeup at arnd 2+ :/
Bathe, Rushed down to hospital & blahblah :X

Bus-ed down to parkway parade to meet them? :/
Actually planed for a movie.
Reached & then they say there NO GV/CATHAY?!
Walked around AWHILE. & Bus-ed back to AMK for movie. xP

Checked & then there wasn't any movie available :/
Dinner-ed at amk food court :D
DAMN FUN K :D

Decided to have dessert as we're damn hungryyyyy xD
So yeap :D Conclude, Their dessert stall seriously epic FAIL.
Never going back there againn xD
Walk-ed arnd amk awhile, Train-ed home xD

Today
ROTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT :D

Overdued pictures from PHYSICS PRACTICAL :D

Overdued pictures from CHEMISRTY PRACTICAL :D (There's still alot xP)







P/S: Huitong is some psycho O.O! She can predict what I'm gna say nexxxxt :D
Probably cos' I keep repeating my lines xD. Ohmy, I NEED NEW LINES XDXD!

Sad

Those scenes flashback-ed in my mind.
I couldn't stop thinking about it,
Cried a thousand times over it.
I feel (inserts anyword that could describe me now).

I just hope it never happened :/
Hope, It can never get too high up.

I need, or rather, want someone by my side now :/
But, nobody, just nobody cares.
Oh whatever, Just get used to it.
Wakeup, Nobody cares about you, JUST DIE.

No, I can't bear to live the world (:
I wished nothing've happened, I wished I can stop thinking :/
Forget it, Nobody cares, I'm so useless (:

Fatigue

TEN MORE DAYS :D

Okay, I don't see why I'm so enthu about it uh.
Nothing special ANW.

Getting so irritated nowadays.
Too bad if you hate it --

& Finally,
I LOVE ALL MY LOVELYS :D (You know who you're xP)

Feels so empty

Look at the timeeeeeee :D

Guess I'm back to my late night sleeping again :P
OMG, How I'm gna survive next year? :/
In bed by 9, sleep by 10. Seriously, OMG.

All because that gay told my parents I slept in class hur.
I never sleep okay, you gay ^^.
I just, conveniently lied my head on the table cos' I don't wish to see you face :D
& I'm still listening right?! Just that you don't know how to teach & your words SIMPLY don't make me understand. More or less get into my head.

& I wondering,
Why does people wna drop chemistry, I rather drop physics.
But, no. I'm proving to that gay I can do it ^^

Shitty, My eyes CMI but my body don't wish to sleep.
ARGH, TORTURING :/

Just felt like posting :D

EGG DIDN'T /FORGET TO OPEN THE AIR HOLE OF TH BUNSEN BURNER DURING SPA! :P
Until I finished mine & wondered why her's took so longgggg to evaporate :P
"Psttt, Open the air hole lah dumb :D"

Anw, My experiment was an epic fail :/
Changed results to make it PERFECT :D
Found out that not only me, alot people did that too :)

& Grats to those who got into their wanted stream, Cheerup for those who didn't.
& MUST APPEALLLLL :P

P/S. LEONGYOKEHUEI LOVES MY COOKIES :D

SPA assesment.

Tmr's chem SPA assesment.
Kindof scared uh :/.

ANW I'M GNA BAKE AFT SPA :D
Cupcakes & Cookies ! xPxP.

ButBut, Hope it'll be edible lah :X
IT'LL BE EDIBLE KAY :/

HelloHello
ByebyeByebye.

Not going to post unless I really feel like.
Lols, Life's tiring.

&JIAYOU for all the retests & GOODLUCK for streaming results.

Well, I'm touching those books earlier than usual.
Just, not that hardcore :D

Physics & Amaths :D
I'm going to overcome :D:D
TYS YAH XDXD!

& I'm seriously going to make you STOP picking on me.
JUST CAUSE I'm the last in class. SO WHAT PLEASE?!
Fcuking gay, Never offend you kay.
Yes, My aim is to make you STFU. SHUTUPKAYGAY -.-!
& anw, The more you pick on me, the more I don't feel like studying.
But I'm overcoming it. FOR MY OWN SAKE. Not you please -.-.

& I'm seriously gna show you I CAN PASS IT.
WITHOUT any help from anyone. Argh.

All the results are back. Utterly disappointed.
Failed 4, BORDERLINE passed 3.

Aiming for all passes the next midyear.
D7 for Amaths & Physics should be fine.
& Hope for an A in chemistry D: , Maybe humans.

I'M GOING TO PLAY ALL NOVEMBER :D
Even though there's COE, Which is %#@^%^#$FUCK.

&Goodluck to all sec2s for the streaming.
DON'T WORRY TOO MUCH YAH :D

I'm thinking over & over again.
I shouldn't give up. Continue jiayou & I'll make it, Probably.

Back :D Early yah o.o!
Hell, Nothing to do now D:

Okay, Tuesday's results, I hope to get ;
E8 for Chinese, Physics.
D7 for Amaths, Humans.
C6 for English, Emaths
B4 for Chem.

MY REPORT BOOK WILL BE FULL OF UNDERLINES :D !
:D This smiley face doesn't mean happy o.o.
HAIS! I'm wondering, What if, I fail Olevels...

I know, I didn't, I didn't try my best...
Everything've been bothering me during the exams.
I still couldn't get over it. Sorry, I'll try, next time.

Will I, Be able to promote? D:


P/S; I beg you, Buyao erxin le can? Please.

Overrrrrrrr

IT'S OVER, FINALLY OVER :D

I screwed physics, Haven finish & I slept instead.
Really sleep, I mean.


GAHHHHH, GOING OFF NOW :D

Depression

I think I'm really getting depression sooner or later.

Disorder Your Score
Major Depression: Very High
Dysthymia: High-Moderate
Bipolar Disorder: Slight-Moderate
Cyclothymia: High
Seasonal Affective Disorder: Extremely High
Postpartum Depression: N/A

Depressed

Totally depressed. I can't help it.

Seniors ask, "You take amaths?, I thought you 305 one leh."
I know, I know. I'm just too stupid.
No, I don't understand why I ended up here in the first place.
I'M STUPID, REALLY!

I ain't pin-pointing anyone/anybody.
I'm suppose to mug now. YES, NOW! &I'm using the computer.
HAIS, HOPELESS.

Rewind;

Remembering times,
Drifted year by year, month by month, day by day.
Now we're leading lives like strangers.

Lantern festival used to be such an impt day for us.
We'll go out late at night to play, Stay up late at my house.
Talks, play & everything.

Wondering would you come over today,
You didn't even gave a call, not even a message.

I miss you , I'd really do.

205'08

1 year passed , eoy's coming .
Remembering last year we're still mugging together , as a class .
Those times we spent at the library , together .
Even though we're in different groups , different cliques .

Together , Kind of miss 205'08 now .
Another year's going to pass very soon & we're going to graduate .
& I do miss seeing the guys wear short pants ! HAHA !
Study hard ! , 205'08 :D .

Update .

Time to post again .
School , Lunch , Library , Home .

Exams , 12 more days .
I'm lacking of confidence , Lacking of concentration
Even lacking of ... MOOD !

Off to rest now :D !
Extremly tired .

That attitude , again .

Fuck , * today .

I was so damn happy untill lessons started .
Everything's been going my way untill then .
I given , ... HAIYAH . DON'T WANT CARE ALR OKAY !
I think it's you . But I'm not blaming anyone for it .

No mood to post on ,
Got to go catch some sleep now (:

Irritated .

Yesterday wasn't fun , at all .
Endured all th way throught 8+ .

Th only part I liked was during lunch ,
Talk-ed lots w/ them .

Then was th bbq , Laugh-ed like mad
Slacked around th school . & sms-ed :D
So fun w/ them cann ^^ !

Didn't ate much , no appettide
I still can name you what I ate you know -.- !

After that homed .
AS USUAL .

Today was just tiring , wet , cold & hungry ,
But fun too ^^ !

& I LOVE MY FISHBALL WOR ! <3

Back

THEY'RE BACK LE ! ^^
Smile Smile !

I'm booked all th way from wednesday-sunday .
OMFG , die .

Holidays not like holidays . HAIS !


Celine: no provs (: i had similar experiences like you toos...i can't bear to leave you alone crying. Now is my turn to cry...i really wish i never existed T.T
. ILOVEBAOBEI ! Baobei don't cryyyyyyyy ! What happened ? Feel free to talk to me yah ? (:

♥SiHui ( L ) .: HO I LOVE YOU MAN . go put like i always do on blog ^^ HAHEHUHO . you rock mans . LOLS ._.
♥SiHui ( L ) .: LALALLA . bounce bounce ~
. I knew you loveeeeeeeeeeee me ! HAHAS , Nicenice mahs :D! & ILOVEYOU ALOT TOO xD !

Gone w/ th wind .

They're goneeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
For 2 days , I'm so sad ! HAIS .

Wokeup early in th morning to bid peijun , goodbye xD !
, obviously remind her bring toothbrush -.- !
& fell asleep almost immediately !

anw , reply tags .

PEIJUN: hahas. i lazy to blog these few days or maybe these FEW WEEKS. hahas. tmr's CAMP. zZZz
. HAHAS ! You at camp alrrrrrrrrr ! Faster come backkkkkk ! See you ! , on wednesday xD !

Celine: meihui! <3 You never go back to GYPS on tchers day? My blogspot revive le! You can start tagging ^^
. I got go back ah ? For awhile . HAHAS ! Okayyy , Will tag soon ! Thanks for that day yah xD !

♥SiHui ( L ) .: HELLOHELLO . you not the cutest ! i am i am ! :D Lol bhb-ness .
. Yea lah , Because fishball is round one mahs xD ! Round round=cute cute ! HAHA .

shishan: hoho! so many excuses arh(:
. Not excuses xD ! Is reasons ! HAHA , Shanshan ! xD

CINYEE: YES? ANYTHING WRONG WITH THE POST UH?
. Nothing wrong ! You so fierce siah ? HAHAS .

Wow .

Blogging lesser due to my busy-ness .
I'm not that busy anw , I'M LAZY .

Okay , BYE .

Today was funn ^^ !

Kept saying that I won't be affected by it .
But I'd failed . -.-
Tried to stay strong in front of everything .
& I still failed ,

I don't wish to talk about anything related .
I think I'll still fail .

've no idea what happened yah .
Speechless over everything now . BYE !

I swear I need to concentrate now , So
JIAYOU PEOPLE :D !
32 days hur xD !

& my phone's spoiled -.- , Auto off everytime I see messages .
I saw th messages , But can't reply ?
Some messages 've not even finish reading ?
SORRY UH ! I'll find my spare phone , ASAP -.- !

Th fun we had ;

These few days SO FUN ! :D
Okay , maybe only 2 days .

Thursday
Lunch-ed with Simin , Sihui , Sinrou , VivianHow .
They were so fun to play & talk with :D !

Went up for chemistry remedial & then CCA .
After that , Walk-ed VivianTan to her house area ,
& then went mac w/ VanessaLing & AnnabelleChean .

We were laughing at those people at mac ! FUNNY luh .
Then was kena dragged by them to go home .
BULLY SIAH ! ): , See junior bully senior !

Friday
Had chemistry test ,
Okay lah , To me quite hard . Never study mahs .

Lunch-ed with Simin & Zihui . It's FUN okay !
Thankyou Simin for lending me money :D !

Went back to school after eating ,
& We started it again . SO FUNNY ! :D
Bitching session , SO FUN :D .

Waited for Sihui after that :D !
Went hub to buy her flowers !
She's planning to propose to me okay . SO SWEET HUR !
HAHA ! Talk-ed manymany on th way yahs .
Bus-ed home together after that (: .

Sorry for th surnames in this post yah . HAHAS .

[/edit] 280809 , 22219 .
Huimin's telling me about her section's stupid things .
ONCE AGAIN , I'm laughing like mad .

LOLS , They're , or rather SHE is retarded .
NOW IT'S MY TURN TO COMPLAIN !
HAHAHAHA , Sound evil hur -.- I'm NOT horh ! :D

[/edit] 290809 , 1545 .
Found out something ultra interesting & FUNNY !
Made me laugh like CRAZY okay . Gna tell Simin soon !

& I so can't forget th sight I saw w/ them ytd . -.-
SUPER DISGUSTING MANXZX ! Lucky I never vomit okay ! HAHA .

Far away land

I'm getting so pissed recently .
Thanks all for th concern & talks ! <3

Someone has been dao-ing me recently . WTF HUR ! -.-
So , DAMN , ****ing irritating . CANNOT STAND IT !
HAHAS ! Only 4 people know what I talking :D

Today ,
Things seriously went crazy .
Or rather , I went crazy .
NOTHING went right , I mean NOTHING .

You , another one .
Treat me as substitute . Don't understand all of you .
CRAZY . Wtf 're all treating me like that -.- LOLS !

Tmr's thursday yeaaaaaaa :D !
But I think things won't go smoothly uh ?
SADDENING ! D:

I-HOPE-SO :D:D:D:D !

& I LOVE PEIJUN & SIHUI OKAY (heart) ! :D

Torturous .

Bored :/ .
Gna sleep soon after doing some things .

I'M SO TIRED ! :D .

When me & egg were at KFC yesterday ,
We heard something .
Boy1 : ... You never kiss your girlfriend before ah ?
Boy2 : No ?
Boy1 : REALLY ? Really never kiss before ah ? How long you both together alr ah ?
Boy2 : I don't know .

OMFGGGG , Really funny .

When me & peijun were at mac yesterday ,
(doing bookmarks)
Auntie : Wah , her writing very nice horh , Like printed like that .
(silence)
Daughter : What she doing ah (keeps staring)
Auntie : I don't know . Wah , like punishment like that write so many .
(I laugh like MAD !)

OKAY , SLEEPING TIME !

More of an irritance .

I think I'm moving back to blogger ,
MAYBE .

I'm kind of super irritated now !
Have to go out later , which I don't even want to .
I rather stay at home sleep , or rather meet peijun .

She still haves a 100 more bookmarks to go !
Mass production ! JIAYOU !

Yawns ,
Probably I'm going back to sleep :D !

Worst .

OH YEAH ~
Blogger's getting worse worse worse .

HOPELESS LE :D !
Okay , Byebye .

Stay tune @ www.valentineeeee.onsugar.com

Everybody told me blogger's fixed alr .
NO , IT'S NOT !
STUPIDSTUPID , Bye .

Me love today <3
060809 .

Temporary posting @ http://valentineeeee.onsugar.com/ .

I'm pissed off by blogger :D

Pull me back into th reality .

For once I thought blogger was fine --"
Th topbar's up alr , But I can't seem to press anything -.-

HAIS :/
I'm so bored todayyyyyyyyyyy .

Going out later , Hopefully they're be pictures .
& I'll be able to post them ? :D

[/edit : 10.27]
Happy birthday JUNYUAN , almost forgot o.o !
I still remember how we celebrated it lst yr :D .

& Th fxcking blogger back to it's usual problem .
WHATEVER .

I'm getting irritated by that paticuliar someone .
Now , I understand why le :D

I'm gna cry myself to sleep tonight :D

Killer addiction .

Haven do any of elearning .
I mean HAVEN'T . Not even a single one :D .

English : It's is 3 page longgg , Surely won't be accepted one :D
Chinese : Tried to stare at lt , Don't know how read a single word .
Emaths : Tried my best , It killed too much of my brain cells .
Amaths : Binomal ? Dk WTF isit . Gave up on th first page .
Chemistry : Too much to absorb . Kill-ed me . Too MUCH work !
Physics : Couldn't find any questions to do ! xD
Geography : Haven had time to touch it yet . Since it's GEOGRAPHY , put it as last :D !

I'll chionggggggg maths tmr in school ):
Later gna carry on editing my english researchhhh . 80 words ! :D
I'm so gna heckcare th others manxzx .

Elearning kills more brain cells than normal days .
Th radiation from th computer kills cells too okayy ! :D

Went out to do work w/ my Peijun today .
After that walk-ed around AMK to do her stuffs o.o .
Bought "Fishes & Teddys" for tmr ! HAHA !

OKAY ! I've to go editeditedit th english like mad alr !
Btw , PEIJUN MURDERED FISHES & TEDDYS ! MURDERER AH ! xD !

很累很累 。
我在也承受不了接下来的压力 。
外表坚强 ，心里真的很乱很乱 。
我不想你伤心 ，看到现在的你就想起以前的我 。
靠诉自己 ，我一定还能继续的 。
不想你离开 ， 不要你放手 。

Σ' αγαπώ .

Blogger's still screwed .
Uh , BYE .

Promised I-forgot-who , I'll update today :D

20th .
Happy Birthday Victoria & Eline :D
21st .
Happy birthday Vivian How :D
22nd .
Happy Birthday Michelle Choy :D
23rd .
Thankyou Vivian for chocolateee :D
25th .
Happy 1year3mths Veronica :D

I'm bored like hell ,
Currently waiting for Jy , to pass him th chunk of info of computers .
This sir is meannnnnn , Still need help him summarize one wor .
& Still 've to buy for him oreos on monday . Total NOOB !
Okay , Continue , Waiting , Waiting , Waiting ...

& Blogger's fxcking screwed up .

I'm sososo DISGUSTED by PERVERTS ! & Survery-ers too :D

Yesterday was okay ,
AMK-Clarkquay-AMK-home-J8-home :D

I'm really supposed to do homework today
Or am I supposed to study for my test ?

I HATE SURVEY-ERS ! :D

'K'xin! kimberly: hahahas! lion meihui! pig pig callin eu! (:
yuhui: lion meihui lion meihui lion meihui lion meihui lione meihui!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
; Idiot -.-

CINYEE: you more lazy lahhs! ya what i think very nice lehh?
CINYEE: What so lazy uh?
; No ! Is you lazy ! I think not nice >.< . I gave up at esp 3 leh !

'K'xin! kimberly: mei hui mei hui mei hui mei hui mei hui !!!!!! (:
Junling: Hello! Hahahah :D
; Hi ! :D

HuiMin: is not hydrochloric acid is nitric acid la
; Okay luh , I remember wrong . Change le :D

PEIJUN: though i duno wad happened but CHEER UP k?? :)) my S.V... HAHAS
; O.O . Heheh , I LOVE YOU LAH <3

I can't believe that I'd just brokedown when I saw that message just now .
I's just feel very guilty , th regrets I had , those things that I did .
It's all my fault . If I hadn't been likethat , It won't end up likethat anymore .

Talk to me , Comfort me .
Only you can cheer me up now :/

SMILESMILESMILE .
Thanks * for talking to me these few days .

& seriously fxckedup by *'s attitude recently -.-

Today was damnit tired .

I sucked at PE today , Can't catch . So noob -.-
Copy-ed maths for a very long while ,
& then mr lee went through ?!?! WTF is that manxzx -.-

After school , stay-ed for physics remedial .
Skipskipskip ;

Home-d at 7+ .
Gna FALL ASLEEP soon , So tiring ):

School & after school was fine today .
Home-d at around 7+ .

Just had a conversation w/ 307 peoples , Kimberly invite de .
She win alr lah , So many people . Spam like hell , Lag like shit .
They're funnyae . Kind of cheered me up a little :D

Wondered what would be of tmr ;
期待未来的到来 。

Today was quite okay ,

Physics-Free period-English-Geog-Chem-Assembly .

Group work during english for me was slack ,
SORRY . I didn't do any work ):
I was just busy sms-ing at th corner -.- (DUMB&DUMB)

I was sitting on th floor , beside simin's seat , somehow beside th plug .
J ; Eh , charging you phone here ahs . I tell teacher uh !
M ; Yeahyeah , WIRELESS charger -.- Dumb leh you .
J ; I can still tell teacher you using phone , I can shout from here de .
M ; Crazy , you dare you shout lah . Th teacher there playing pinball lehs (I was joking , he took it for real)
J ; Really mehs ? You go suggest her other games luh . Like maple , etc .
M ; Idiot lahs , I only kidding (Already laughing like mad) . You go ask her play maple luh , shun bian teach her ?

Y starts lying on me -.-
M : Eh , buyao tang zai wo de shen shang leh .
Y : Orh , orh . (Lies on th wall )
M : (Takes th mahjiong paper) You want can lie on here lahs .
Y : Wo buyao 坦白(meaning being honest or smth) leh .
M : Why buyao 坦白 . Haiyoh , Bad girl :D
Y : (Starts lying on th paper)
She's DUMB right ?

Chemistry , BORING like hell . Learnt ionic equantions :D EASY .
Me & huimin was practically crazy over 3 elements .
& trying to figure out th reactions .
I was thinking that it created fireworks -.- (That was dumb anw -.-)
But she says , it's nitic acid + sulfuric acid + potasium nitrate = Bombs ?!?!
Trying to find out th reaction now :D . Because I'm BORED .

Assembly was kinda , BORING -.-
Don't even know what's th stupid video showing ?

After school , waited for peijun to finish her maths things ?
& Walk-ed to hub w/ Peijun , Junyang .
Mac-ed w/ peijun , (Don't even trying giving me th money tmr uh ! I warn you :D)
Walk-ed around central & hub , yadayada . Talked a lot yeah !
Bus-ed home :D

[/edited:9.22pm]
Don't understand why I'm crying now .
It's really all my fault in th first place .
I shouldn't 've blamed you , yes , I'm too stubborn .
Trying my best not to let it happen again .
It hurts me , I'll study hard .

Moodless , Seriously . Extreme bad mood this morning . Sorry for th attitude I've given . I'll try my best to not let this happen next time . Super sorry .

Skipskipskip lessons , BORING one .
Chem-Amaths-Chinese-SS-Amaths-VE .

VE was extreme dumb okay ?
307 & 308 practically was staring out of th window to watch th REAL LIVE THING .
& th cartoon ? WATCH BEFORE LE LAHS :D

Learnt alot of DUMB quotes in class today , TEACHERS TAUGHT US :D
Eg ; A peice of shit , 勉强是没有幸福的 。
& Learnt that th word 勉强 is STUDY in JAPANESE .
So , 勉强勉强是没有幸福的 。 :D

After school , Deardear text-ed me to meet her at her class .
Went to meet her & we went mac :D Kope-d her food , as I've got no money .
Heheheh , I know I'm very bad ! Then went to her house , did work & slacked for awhile there .
Bus-ed home at around 7+ ? (I took more than a hour to reach home !)

Reach-ed home , Bathe-d & I had to rush down to YY's house .
THAT DUMB IDIOT , Told me to run there . (It wasn't anything impt okay)
She asked me somethings about something & ENGLISH .
Then I walk-ed home , Didn't stay as I was tired :D

Yesyes !
100th POST [:
This's th thing that made me ,
RUN in th morning to find Jy , RUN with him to find teacher , RUN back to class , After school , RUN downstairs to collect it , SCREAMED at teacher to faster -.- , RUN to th canteen , RUN up 3rd floor , RUN to 306 , RUN to & fro from 306 & 307 to grab things . Then , I was so damn tired . & We ateeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
It's nice , But we ate in a super UNGLAM way . (Ownself think how we eat) & Sickening-ly , That lighter died on me that day -.-

I'M IN A SUPER HYPER-ACTIVE-HAPPY MOOD TODAY !

BLAHHS ,
But I still didn't pay attention . Still playing like mad in class [:

It'd happened again today . I'm ALWAYS th substitute [:
It ruined my mood for everything .
Thanks * for showing th concern . It'd helped alot .

YEAHYEAH !
I'm th subsitute , For everyone I guess .

(FAKE SOME SMILES)
At least I was really happy in class today ,
Play-ed & play-ed like some crazy people .
Ran here ran there in between periods . SO FUN .

SORRY , If I've made anyone angry today .
My moodswings , I didn't mean to .
I'm feeling guilty not listening to lessons alr -.-
KEEP PLAYING ONE , ME !

I like th sitting arrangement likethat . I like it , ALOTALOT .
People around me is all so fun to be with ! (EXCEPT ONE -.-)
Kenneth's so funny , Entertaining us w/ everything & anything .
Huimin's th bestest listener ever , Listens to my rants & craps .
Vicky's always so fun to play w/ , Hahah .
Jaishree's ultra cute , a nice companion [:

From tomorrow onwards ,
I'll pay more attention in class , Do my homeworks ,
& Stop letting th imagination flow through [:

I'm supposed to call HM at 9 , But I haven bathe ,
CHIONG AH [:

GOOD EVENING .

Today , I went to vicky's house [:
When I reached , Huimin was alr there .

Watched them play maple - SLEPT for awhile - Went down buy chips & drinks - Feed them -.- (MY HAND ALMOST KENA BITTEN OKAY) - Watched them play SIMS3 (Laughed like mad)

Here comes th funny part .
I don't know how/when I start playing with th umbrella on th window
& I start hitting vicky , yadayada .
She took another umbrella , took her luggauge , & started hitting me .
FIGHTFIGHTFIGHT !
Hahahs , Laugh untill stomach ache like mad !

Mrt-ed home at around 6+going 7 .
Gave YY a call to ask her for a walk downstairs .
SHE AGREE [:

Going down later to meet her for a walk + dinner ! [:

I can't seemed to be forgetting you .
I don't want to be falling in too deep .
Nobody's gna help me up .
Let me forget you , Before I'd really fall in .

School-ed ,
Went Hub-Shishan's house area-Slacked-Hub-School-Bus home .

Was with , Dawn , Huitong , Shishan , Tingting (If I didn't remember wrongly ?)
(SMILES) They're ADORABLE yeah !

I made friking alot of mistakes today ,
KNS -.-

SUCKS , I can't remember *'s numberrrrrrrrrr ):

I'm home quite early today [: !

STUDYSTUDYSTUDY !
But I'm gna like , FALL ASLEEP first -.-

This morning's singtel's connection went crazy .
Was busy plucking out my batt , sim during lesson .
Even used Huimin's phone to keep send message .
But it was fixed at th end of physics .
HEY ! Singtel doesn't like physics too uh ?

& Hence , It resulted in spamming those people that I was sms-ing's inbox .
VERY SORRY ! I don't mean to one eh [:
I've got like 14 messages in 5 secs . -.-

English was slackkkkkkk like hell .
Actually for me only , I was busy catching up with th things I left out in th past hours .
Okay , DIE . Supposed to present tmr ?
KNS , I don't even know what's going on there eh ?

Tmrtmr -.- ,
CHINESECHINESE - MATHSMATHSMATHS .
I dread itttttttttttttttt !
Where's my geog lessons ? I want more geog more geog [:

I want to go sleep before going to complete my amaths ,
Extremely tired , After rushing up & down for 4-5 times today .

& HUIMIN , Stop being so crazy & start cursing everyone like you did today -.-

Today's th FIRST ! [:

I guess everything's have been changing .
I can't 've th past back anymore .

School's just restarted . & I'm alr getting tired .
Changed a few teachers .
I'll loveeeeeeeeeee geography okayyyyyyyys [:

Keep those memories inside me .